went suntec today. to the convention center. to the IT fair. and…….

everyone that i went with bought things. and everyone was happy. =)

went with my elder bro, darius and janice. met jans first. and she had already bought her stuff. she got herself an 80gb external hard drive and they also gave her some kind of portable speaker as a free gift. next, met my bro. he was just browing around, looking up for information as always. and he asked me: do you needa get anything? and i just said: you wanna get me a phone? and wallah! he got me a phone! =)) it’s been one year since i lost my phone and have been using a friend’s one. so glad that i could finally return my friend the phone! anyways, he also got himself a phone. and the way he asked for the phone is like ordering dishes during dinner – according to darius, or is it janice? haHAHhaha..

anyways.. after buying the phone, he asked again: you needa get anything else? and i just said: i was thinking of getting an external hard drive. he replied: i wanna get one too! and off we went, looking for booths that sells hard drive. but we were kinda looking for a certain brand – maxtor. and when he was about to say he wanna go off alr, he spotted the booth. the maxtor booth. went over, looked around, asked a few questions, and we decided to get 2 of the 120gb hard drive. and we got it. another thing that we bought. =) he actually.. =pp

after that, he went off, went home. so it’s the three of us left. darius janice and me. went off to the apple booth. darius wanna get a new ipod. ipod is like a standard thing. we don’t have to ask about the functions as we already know them, so it’s just the matter of wanna get it, or not. after a few minutes of – want or not – asking, he finally decided to get it. and yepp.. he got himself a black video! =))

everyone got things. and everyone was happy.

Entrance

Falling

Huge Tree

Lamp Post

Dumping Trash

Him

Me

Us

No Way Out

Everywhere I turn, I hurt someone
But there’s nothing I can say
to change the things I’ve done
I’d do anything within my power
I’d give everything I’ve got
But the path I seek is hidden
from me now

Brother Bear, I let you down
You trusted me, believed in me
and I let you down
Of all the things I hid from you
I cannot hide the shame
And I pray someone, something will
come, to take away the pain

There’s no way out of this dark place
No hope, no future
I know I can’t be free
But I can’t see another way
I can’t face another day

a song from the movie brother bear. in the year 2003.

it’s a show on brotherhood. and why am i talking about this movie now? caught brother bear 2 on disney channel last night and the memories of what happened during the first movie popped out.

it’s 2007 now. and it’s 4 years since the film’s out. it was during the month of december. i watched this movie with a friend. a rather close friend then. i could remember almost every detail to what happened that day.

it was a in the morning when we caught the film. 10+. at lido. he waited for me at the bus stop outside tangs. and we walked to lido. bought the ticx and went in. and guess what happened after the movie?

guess

guess

guess!!

can’t guess?

hahHAhaa.. hMmm..

i walked away.

i walked out on him.

saying i have to go off.

and i just walk away.

and after that, we didn’t contact. at all. for quite sometime.

the only time we messaged each other was to exchange birthday wishes. that’s it. twice a year. and again the following year.

what happened then was an act of desperation i guess? being lost and knowing nothing, i chose to run away, hurting someone who meant alot. i’m sorry.

but i’m glad i’m with you now. =)

3 months ago on this very day, something happened to me.

this day, i left for the states to visit my sister. my flight was at 8 in the morning. and the night before a friend, then, stayed over at my place.

who’s this ‘friend’?

this friend upgraded his status within minutes that night. from a friend to a boyfriend. hahHAhaha.. how did he do it? and why?

i also didn’t know what happened that night. it just happened! haHAHha.. =pp

no one, except 3 or 4 of our friends knows about us. but however, everyone knows it eventually. haHAHha..

with that status, i left him for 23 days. i spent the 23 days in the states and japan having fun. and he’s here in singapore, waiting for my return.

3 months. and we’ve been through quite abit.. and i guess everything’s going on well? =)

-on the 1st of december-