my results came out yesterday. some were expected some weren’t. my emotions in the past few months have kinda affected my work. as my polymates might have noticed, i totally didn’t care much about work. all they’re goals are to go overseas for internship and continuing in this field after this diploma. but me, i just wanna get over with this diploma and move off to other things.

my interest in this field had greatly decreased over the few months that just passed. when i was in year one, i was still excited and eager to learn something new in school. but now, it’s just boring. everything. i just can’t wait to get over with it. but i still have 3 semesters to go through.

my brother had been telling me that i don’t have to finish this diploma. there’s another choice that i can compile my portfolio and apply for another school in the states. but i’ve been through 3 semesters in poly. another 3 more and i’ll get a diploma (provided i have enough CUs to graduate on time).

i really wanna at least get this diploma. but my interest, it had moved.