once again, i’m having holidays. 5weeks this time. how am i gonna spend it?

in my last hols, which is 4weeks ago, i spent my time learning driving and riding. that time, i really wanted to finish and get my riding license soon. and so i did. i went to the center at least 3times a week to finish up all the subjects. it was very hectic and tiring. now, i just wanna rest. slack my whole dec away. haHAhaha..

was thinking of going over to newyork to look for my brother. but the thought of traveling alone makes me totally sianned out. i’ve been traveling alone for many times now and it isn’t a problem. the problem now is i’m just really tired of traveling alone. so unless i find someone to go with me, i’ll just stay in singapore, i guess. haHAHhaa..

riding’s been fun. convenient to go around. but the thing is, i always feel bad when my friends have to walk to the destination while i ride. haizzz.. dunno la.

KJE, AYE, ECP, PIE.

one turn up the wrong direction of KJE,  i took four expressways to reach school. 1hr and 15mins. that’s the amount of time i took. just because i went up the wrong direction.

i was suppose to take KJE towards dunno where.. but i took the one towards tuas. and i landed up there.. ahHAhahha.. and my school’s in tampines. one end to almost the other. haizzz..

went to a friend’s house after that, then home. took TPE, SLE, CTE and PIE.

one day. up 7 different expressways. two days and i traveled 150km. two days and my fuel has half remaining. i guess i won’t take long to reach 1000km. cos by then, my speed can go beyond 80km/h. now have to stay below. =(

all of singapore’s expressways.. guess i’m left with KPE and BKE that i didn’t travel yesterday! aHAhahhha..

i know why i hate talking to you. i know why i couldn’t connect with you. you’re always going against me. whatever i had planned, you’ll somehow spoil it. i think that’s the reason why i do things without tell you. cos you’ll just spoil the plan. you always do that. you always think that you’re right. you and your believes. i hate them. can you just stop doing these things? can you just let me do according to what i’ve planned? i was excited and i told you. it was a mistake telling you. one sentence and you spoiled my mood. why are you always doing that? you have your things to do so just go mind your own business. i’m not gonna care anymore. i’m just gonna go according to plan. i’m not gonna listen to you anymore.

look at the amount of LIVE crabs stuffed in my fridge.

a mountain of it.

and there’s lots more..

when i woke up at 630am yesterday, it was raining heavily. and the rain somehow just started. so it won’t stop that soon. the moment i realise that it’s raining, i was totally sianned out. why is it raining again on this day? on the day that i’m taking my bike test. it was raining too last monday. but i guess i’m just meant to take my test in the rain! so i dragged myself to the driving center at 7.

unlike the last time, i wasn’t feeling nervous at all yesterday. i remember last week that i was so nervous, asking people how it went when they came back. keep having different scenarios about the test and even had stomache. aHAhhaa.. this time, i can say i wasn’t nervous at all. i was feeling so tired mainly because i felt a little feverish, plus the rain and the coldness of the day. i was really feeling damn sian. and people around me are all feeling nervous. it also struck me when i sat on the bike that i’m actually taking a traffic police test now. before that while waiting, i was just thinking, what am i doing here so early in the morning? haHAhha..

anyways.. went out, did the courses, went onto the road, and came back in.

results time.

i was tag no. 87. and the way they announce the results by calling out the people who fail. in each group there are 9people and each tester comes into the room to announce the results of these 9people. in my group, it was tags no. 82-90. the tester came in and announced 82, 83. followed by 85, 86. and paused. at this moment, i was damn damn gan chiong. and finally, he called out 88, 89, 90. wahh.. the moment he called out 88, i was damn relived la. he skipped my number! which means i passed!! =)

after that watched a video and said a pledge. haHAhha.. anyways.. all were happy and went down to make our licenses.

88 people took the test yesterday, and 44 passed.

watch out world, there’s a new rider on the road. haHAhahha.. =)

Forward Driving
6. Wobble when changing lane/ negotiating bend/ turning – 4pts x 2
16. Fail to give way to vehicle with right-of-way – immediate failure

Junction
5. Improper turning (wide turning) – 2pts

Safety Check
1. Fail to check blind spot – 4pts
2. Improper checking of blind spot – 2pts
3. Fail to look out for traffic (junction) – 4pts x 2

Number of Immediate Failures – 1
Number of Demerit Points – 24

Result – Failed

Better luck next time i guess.. =)

it’s pouring outside,
my heart’s asking why.
why does it have to rain,
on the eve of tomorrow.
maybe it’s better to rain now,
then on a monday morning.

is it raining,
cos it’s scheduled to?
or is it raining,
to make me feel nervous?

i’m feeling restless,
the whole of today.
thoughts of tomorrow,
flashes in my mind.

i need to relax,
i need a way.

sleep yuting sleep,
the brain tells itself.

but it’s raining,
thunder, lightning and the sound rain drops.