for the past few years, i’ve noticed that when a new year comes, i somehow will lose contact with one of my close friends. with no reason whatsoever, we just stop contacting each other. but however, some got back into my life but some were left quite a distance away. and again, a new year’s arriving. what will happen in this year to come? who would i lose and who would appear?

this is the time of the year when i’ll feel very emo. i don’t know why but it’s been happening for the past few years. will this year be the same? well, i’m already feeling quite tired about certain things now. haizzz.. what to do what to do?!

new year, new start? i hope so..

the holidays are coming to an end. soon school will start and i would be busy. most of my times would be spent in tampines in the next few months as school’s gonna be long. 9-6 everyday with a 3hrs break in between.

it’s 5:37am right now and i’m still up on the computer. two reason. one is that i’m actually feeling quite awake and the second, i’ve been doing work. serious work.

two things to be done this holiday for school. APEL reflection as well as to compile my portfolio for my internship which would happen in three months time. i’ve been dragging these two things throughout the hols. but it didn’t really bug me that i didn’t do anything for the past few weeks. i was still going out happily knowing that there’s still lots of work for me to do at home. but today, i can get the load out of my head as i’ve already finished these two things! =)

took bout half an hour to do the reflection and as for the portfolio, took about 2days? hMmm.. hope it gets approved!

many things have been happening and i’m actually quite tired about everything. i don’t even felt like caring but what can i do? what choices do i have? such a sad life i’m living isn’t it. a new year’s coming. would things be better? or worse? actually, somehow, i know roughly what the future’s gonna be like..

ahh.. long time no post. been very very lazyy..

- watched heroes
- met new people
- been running around the whole island

there’s nothing much actually. christmas is coming and everyone’s doing their christmas shopping. which i don’t think i needa do cos my friends we don’t exchange gifts. haHhhaha..

it’s been raining almost everyday. and every night, i never fail to go to at least three weather forecast websites to check out the weather for the following day. first i’ll check the daily forecast. the little icon that shows if it’ll be raining or shiny. next, i’ll check the hourly forecast. check out the precipitation chance for every hour. and after checking out the humidity, i’ll check out the 10-day forecast.

the major two websites that i always go is weather.com and weather.msn. the readings at these two websites are totally opposite. sometimes weather.com is accurate and sometimes weather.msn. i guess the best way is to look at the sky at night, and also before you head out! hahAhaha.. =)

today i went to pump petrol for my bike. after filling the tank, i went inside to pay as well as to help a friend buy a pack of cigarettes. when i asked for a pack of cigarettes, the lady at the counter wanted to check my ID, saying i look very young. i stunned for a moment, then showed her my IC. the reason why i got stunned wasn’t why she asked for my IC, but was the fact that i rode the bike to the petrol kiosk, fill the tank, and was paying for the petrol. the lady knew i rode the bike in. she even said the pump no. when i haven’t even open my mouth. buy why did she wanna check my IC when i wanna buy cigarettes? hMmm..

anyways.. today i had my first guinea pig! my first pillion on the bike. it was both entertaining and stressful. entertaining to see the person being so gan chiong whenever we’re negotiating a bend. even when we’re still far away, the ‘oh my god’s starts to come out. i just laughed and laughed. it’s also stressful to know that the person’s life is in your hands. the engine brake of my bike is quite strong so it jerks quite often. i have to release the clutch slowly so as not to make the bike jerk as much. today, i really made it a point to release it slowly.

anyways.. left home when the meter was 350km. came back when it’s 470km. ahHAhhaa.. i rode for 120km today! another 530km to hit 1000km! =)