i’m eleven storeys above ground. sitting here staring out of the window. cars on highway and a patch of green in the distance. here, i sat thinking.

thinking bout?

wasn’t really in the mood this weekend. felt like buying something. cos for me, when i buy something it’s like a new toy so i can play with it. so buying stuff makes me happy. haHAhahha. this weekend i wanted to buy many things. it’s all like just there. just a signature or a click away. but i didn’t get any. and i guess i won’t be getting any of these until next year.

have you ever wanted to buy something but you just didn’t? it’s like someone gives you a thousand dollars ask you go buy this thing that is seven hundred dollars. you have the money. you want it. it’s just there. you just have to pay the money and it’s yours. but you didn’t. you decided to wait. for someday. and before you know it, there an offer for that item. you’re so tempted to get it. but you still didn’t. wanted to wait for the right time.

yeah that’s how i feel. i wanted to get this thing so badly. been staring it on the web for say the past year and a half? but i did’t get it. i can get it but i didn’t. ahh.. makes me sian. =( also don’t know why i didn’t get it when it’s just there, right infront of me.

ohh wells, guess i’ll just have to wait for next year..

and so, my last present for my 19th birthday is a magnet. from my sister. hahHAhaa. it’s this big owl magnet that goes ‘click’ on your fridge. that’s written on the box. well, i mean, which magnet doesn’t go ‘click’? aHAHha..

bored bored bored. can’t wait till friday. cos fri is…

- submission! then can get over and done with retail design! + long weekend! yay!

though my birthday’s long over, i’m still receiving presents! my elder bro just got back to singapore this morning. and he got me some stuff!

he hinted me last night by saying “it’s a variation of what i’ve given you before. with two holes and a zip”. can guess what it is?

he bought me a jacket! a purple one from uniqlo. he got be a white one last year from hongkong. haHAhhaa. and also, he got me another jacket, the jacket that the china participants in the olympics wear! the orangy cloudy one. it looks nice and all. except that there’s a china flag at the front as well as the word ‘china’ at the back of the jacket. hMmm.. frankly i don’t really dare to wear it in singapore. haHAhha.. dunno when will be the right time/place to wear it. haHAhhaa..

went east coast for a cycling session today. wore a t-shirt and berms. the sun was sorching hot. most of my arm is covered with a layer of redness, with a distinct whiteness at the top part. ohh no ohh no. can’t wear anything without sleeve for the next few days alr. worst thing, i only got bout 2 or 3 t-shirts? =(

ahh tmr got submission for retail. haven’t do anything. lazy lazy. think tmr then do. ahAHhahaha!

as sad as it sounds, my boyfriend only spent 15mins with me on my birthday. =( haHAhahhaa! that was cos he had a delay in booking out and only arrived to meet me a clarke quay at 1145. after his whole week of field camp and all, he still stayed till morning then went back. can see he’s really tired cos almost 3/4 of the time he’s sleeping. hahAHha.

other then that, i got to spend a whole full day with him! he came over to my place in the evening of national day and surprised me with a birthday cake! celebrated a delayed birthday with him and auntie mheng. no one else was at home. but oh wells, it was gooood.

went hanabi for dinner after the cut cake ceremony. i was kinda looking forward to eating there. reviews said it’s good and all. friends too said it’s not bad. but it was kinda no up to my expectations. kinda disappointing. didn’t really eat much but for me, don’t think i’m gonna go there next time.

next up, brought darius on a road drive. first stop, keppel island. it’s this island near harbourfront. some new island i think. at first he was like, ‘what place is that?’ kind of mood. didn’t go there before so don’t really know how to go. so did a little detour and finally found the place. as we neared the place, his face lighted up when he saw the bridge – the bridge that brings you to the island. he kinda have this special relationship with bridges. he was very amazed with the rainbow bridge in Odaiba, Tokyo, the last time we went there. as usual, he took loads of pictures, which he didn’t pass any to me. so i can’t post it. guess we’ll just have to wait for next week!

when we were walking along the sea/lake/water with yachts parking, he was such a mood spoiler mans! keep saying he want to shit. wahh. then after don’t know how long of hearing ‘i wanna shit’, i gave up the walk. decided to just walk back so he can have his good shit. hahAHha.

next stop was labrador park. he heard that it’s dark enough there to be able to see a night full of stars. but to his disappointment, there were lights every where there. can’t see anything plus it looks like it’s gonna rain so the skies are filled with clouds. and when we were there, he slept, again. so i just looked at him sleeping and got bored myself. decided to go back home.

on the way back to my place, went pass this road and i ask him if he has been to kent ridge park before. he said no. and so, i brought him there. at that time he was super tired so guess he wasn’t amazed by the steep hill that leads to the top of the hill. hahHahaa. had a little smoke break and down we go, back to my place.

he stayed over that night. suppose to do things like planning for a trip as well as make candy (bought this candy thing that can pinch into any shape). but he was tired tired tired. so he slept. till morning.

morning. went for breakfast at thomson. ate tim sum. then went over to his place. see him pack his stuff and all. and and and. i helped him polish his boots! which wasn’t quite a success. had black marks all over my hands and leg. anyways the highlight of going to his house today was.. the STEAMBOAT! haHAhhaha.. it was awesome! haHAhahah. ate ate ate. nice nice food. i dunno why i go his house always got steamboat to eat. not always la but then i haven’t eaten steamboat at my place this year yet. wahh then the soup was so nice and sweet. ate till i very happy. haHAhhaa..

sent him back to pasir ris after that. so now he’s back in this camp, and i’m here blogging. but ohh wells, he’s coming out next weekend! and i had a great weekend this week. =)

on this very day of this very year, there’s alot of things going on. on other 8th of august of other years, it used to be my birthday and also the eve of national day. but this year, it’s the opening of the beijing olympics and also because of the three 8s, there’s this 8 million dollar toto prize, if i’m not wrong. should be toto. well anyways, for me, it’s just another normal day i guess.

have night class this evening. sad huh. got presentation somemore so can’t skip class. so i guess i will want to present first then go off. and another thing is that i don’t know what time the lecturer will reach thus don’t know what time will end.

it’s almost 2 and darius haven’t contacted me yet. guess he won’t be coming out early today. probably after dinner bout 7+ 8+ or even 9+? double sianz.

not having dinner with family this year. don’t really want to. probably wait for my bro and sis to come back then go eat or something. loads of drama’s been happening so i don’t really feel right having dinner with them unless my bro or sis’s here. haHAhahha..

so for presents this year. i’ve got a guitar from polymates. an angbao from mum. and yupp that’s it. don’t know if anyone’s gonna give me anything else or not. if yes then yay! if not then it’s okay. think i’ll just go get those things that i really really want myself. =)

and so i’m waiting in my house. for the arrival of chen huiqi janice. she said her lessons end at 11. so i kinda expected her to reach round 1230 maybe? then she msg saying her class has only just ended at 12. so i guess she’ll reach round 130? but then she msged again at 1 saying she’s still in school. haHAhha.. so i just orh take your time then. make me excited for nothing. =pp hahAHhaha!

haven’t seen darius in 2 weeks and haven’t talked to him for the past one week. yeah miss him but then what can i do right? just wait for him to come out lor. and then there’s this friend that i have (shall not mention HER name). didn’t see her boyfriend for 2 days and she’s wailing and wailing. ‘i never see him for 2 days alr leii’ then i’m like.. err okay. haHhahaha..

hmmm so what else can i blog about? haHAhha.. dunno alr la.. guess this post is long enough. anyways last but not least..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME!

hahAHaha.. sad hor.. ownself wish ownself. haHAhahha! =pp

boring boring yuting’s bored! btw, did you guys know that she just got a guitar? her polymates joint forces to get her one. and they really got her one. and know what? not only her, they got the august 8 9 10 babies each one. bought one right after another!! 3 guitars. just like that. haHAhaha.. wanna say THANK YOU to you you you and you! =)

then we went STRAIGHT to mathilda’s house to learn! ahHAhaha.. didn’t even eat anything. it’s strumming and plucking for hours! till we realised that it’s dark and we’re hungry. ahHAhhaa. fun fun fun. but brandon seems to neglect his guitar alr cos he just got his new keyboard. hMmm.. are we still going to go to our new hang out place to play guitar?

anywaysss.. was thinking if i should name my guitar. ohh there’s so many things that i’ve not named! like my tamagotchi and stuff! ohh personalized it with special names! ahHAhahhaa.. so cool so cool.. and lame.. but it’s fun!

anywayss.. tmr’s thursday! and then it’s friday! then darius is booking out after a long 2 weeks! ahHAhahha.. yay can’t wait to see him! then he’ll tell me all about his field camp, not bathing and sleeping in the soil stories. haHahaha.. but i’ll listen! so keep those stories coming! =)

and my sister’s coming back from the states next sunday! ohh.. i have to start clearing the mess oh her bed!! haHhahah.. got a confession for you jie.. i think i left a packet of chocolate on your bed then got alot of ants leii!! ahhaHAhah.. but now they’re gone so don’t worry. =pp

every choice that we make shapes our future. there is no right or wrong. it’s based on personal preference. won’t it be irritating if someone keeps telling you that the choice you just made is wrong? there are some things in life that we choose to do in a certain way. it may allow others to think that you’re selfish in a way or another. but would you rather don’t care about what others think or would you do something against your will.

in the past i use to do things against my will. to let others do what they want or tell me what to do. but now, i won’t care bout what others say or think. why bother what others think right? as long as you don’t regret.

i just made a choice on something. and the certain someone keeps saying that i’ve made a wrong choice. but you know what? * you la.. just shut up and get out of my room!

and so after reformatting my com for three times, it have finally crashed. now, it can’t start up at all. wow. somemore it’s a recently reformatted com. for less then a week i think. then now totally cannot start. time to get a new one! haHAhahah..

birthday’s coming. polymates gonna get me, cindy and brandon a guitar each. well that’s what we’re suppose to get yesterday but then shop close and can’t decide so didn’t get. so dunno still getting or not. ahHAhah.. anyways.. mine’s on the 8th, cindy’s on the 9th and brandon’s on the 10th! cool huh?

now back to getting a com. comex’s (IT show) at the end of the month. and my com crashed today, the beginning of the month. so should i wait till the end of the month to get one or get now? does it make any difference? hMmm.. and is anyone gonna sponsor me? haHAHha

ahh don’t wanna type alr.. byebye.

today i went to expo. with such excitment. but left. with disappointment. there were so many people. going to the natas fair. and it’s only hours after the starting of the fair, one the first day. unbelievable. and so, didn’t go in. went to watsons mega sale and food fair instead. oh wells.

next fair i’m looking forward to is comex! coming end of august. haHAha.. i MIGHT get a laptop but i dunno if i should. just reformatted my this laptop 3 times and a new prob have surfaced. hMmm.. is it a sign to get a new one?

anyways.. today’s quite boring. feels quite sian. probably cos i had activities after activities for the last few days and today didn’t do much. all i’m bored. and boyfriend’s not coming out this weekend. the worst being can’t talk to him from sunday onwards. ahh.. but it’s only 6 more days? hMmm..

my gameboy’s spoilt. wanted to play pokemon but it’s spoilt. and the tamagotchis, they sleep early. 8+ sleep alr. left my psp. which i feel quite sian playing it now. cos gameboy got all these idiot proof games that i can play without thinking much. but for psp, you have to think how to get from where to where to win the certain stage. and it gets so frustrating when you can’t figure it out. i mean playing a game is to relax your mind right? or is it suppose to exercise it in a different way? ahHAhaha..

wahh i can’t wait to graduate man. i really cannot take it anymore. doing all these interior stuff. i wanna get out! but needa tahan through FYP which sucks. cos it’s 5 months from start to end with a 1 month break inbetween. dumb right. i rather 4 months straight get over and done with it la. like chiong 2 months the hols. then another 2 months. it’s like the last 2 months you’re still having holiday mood and it’s like the final part of the project. i can guaranty that i will totally have NO mood to do work mans.